I took my first steroid pill. Two more left. I’m feeling tense. Fidgety. Not hungry. Tired even though I just woke up for the day. It’s around 1AM. I think I’m going to go eat something.
I’ve been sleeping a lot because I know my brain is inflamed. I don’t need a scan to tell me what’s up. I’ve had MS for a long time. But my doctor won’t give me a full dose of steroids before I go for a full brain, neck and spine scan to see how my brain has changed. To get an appointment is very difficult. I am going tomorrow.
My thoughts are really scattered and I’m shaking a little. I don’t know if it’s from the steroids or my illness or being tired.
I can’t keep track of this post or what I’m trying to say.
I’m gonna go eat something.
And maybe I’ll fall asleep while watching TV.
I cried earlier before I took the steroids. I’m very sad.
Oh and usually I don’t take pills for steroids. I get infusions.